I'm the type of girl who will do nothing for hours thinking about everything. I'm the type of girl who will push back her tears just to make others smile. I'm the type of girl who falls for the guy that can't catch her. I'm the type of girl that spends more time creating perfect scenes in her head than acting out the scenes in reality. I'm the type of girl who loves to have her own piece of mind but hates to be alone. I'm the type of girl who doesn't even try to flirt but possesses ability to admire. I'm the type of girl who refuses let go of the people she loves despite what they've done. I'm the type of girl who acts like a kid just because she misses her innocence. I'm the type of girl who wants to believe that there's something more than high school drama. I'm the type of girl that's okay with being different because she's afraid of being the same. .
QUIT YOUR JOB: It isn’t exactly about just quitting your job. It’s about getting unstuck. If you’re not happy, what are you waiting for? Quit following the path that is unfulfilled and consider doing something else. The time is Now. For most of us, this is the hardest part of changing your…
Possibly one of the hardest things I have had to write in awhile.
I am saying this over email because I don’t want to risk saying something stupid in person.
I wanted to elaborate on the taking a step back things I said earlier.
Recently I have been betrayed by many people or friends I thought I could trust. I love all of my friends with all my heart and I was stupid for not realizing a long time ago the ones I can and can’t trust. I thought I knew, but know everything has changed.
Many things have happened recently, rumors have been spread, and no matter how hard I try, I still can’t get the truth out there.
So I’m not trying anymore. I’m done. With everyone. I’m sick of all the people I thought I knew well..because it turns out I barley knew them. and that is my fault.
I’ve always been careful with who I trust, with my secret, my family stories, and who I show my life to. But somewhere along the way I messed up. I need to go back and fix it.
It’g going to take a lot of time. This is really hard for me. I’m stepping back and taking a good hard look at everything. And I just really need to be left alone, I know you care, and I’m sure you wanted to just work everything out. But at this point that’s not possible.
I’m really sorry [Person]. I just can’t deal with it right now.
“I blur the lines that define who I am and where I’m going to be,
I break down walls and build bridges that span the sea,
These hands catch fire and ignite the things I hold dearest to me,
so what is the consequence,
when I’ve got the whole world at my finger tips?”—Alex Gaskarth (via sophiainkorea)
It's kind of fucked up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy.